Just three hours ago i had emails communication with my x-boyfriend , i got the message told that he can be a friend for me , sweetly refused me , i know he still has feelings for me , but after something happened he just lost the confidences in love and had told me before he quits searching for love . Periods , i get so upset - his response , i am trying to get him back , the result is not what i have in mind . I felt so lonely , in the room by myself , no friends sending cares , thinking a lot of vague things finally fall asleep .
When i wake up , my emotion trends to be normal a little bit , but what if those devil thoughts came back ? I need to focus myself doing something .
Turning on computer , first comes to mind is my annual TV shows - I am choosing "two and half men" , then maybe i will watch a Korean sitcom （not sure the official English name). They all bring me good memory and laughing .
Before those shows get ready for watching , i am subscribing some sites and get some refreshing things to beautify my mind .
Here are :
AnOther magazine makes itself very exclusive , some sections like "Loves" as they explains : Beautiful things we love and love to share".I love what they love
- a photograph "Parlour games"
image via AnOther Magazine
Image via AnOther Magazine
-A bag "Glove bag by Jean Charles de Castelbajac, 1984"
More loves from this section via http://www.anothermag.com/loves .
Fill in my heart , those positions , is necessary with those inconceivable things , besides , i am often in the imagination , now i am in the process - One day i will be the editor in chief at ~magazine , i have my love , my soul mate , i will get tens of knitwear which is like my uniform ......
I choose to do those things when loneliness appears , you can do the same , and i bet you have your individual methods to clean your loneliness away , so wanna share ?
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