the thought process of waiting an email ...

The most invisible , anxious awaiting - Emails waiting

The situation is similar to when you are receiving a call not from the one you keep waiting for . Emails awaiting , goes more frustrated .

Long story short , assuming you are going to send some emails to five people , five email addresses-check , five receivers-check, email content-check ...and ~ sending .... Ok , the next step is waiting your inbox declares the new coming emails .

Buzzing ~ (assuming email system rings),oh , it writes : Hi , dear ... we are an online shopping store where you can ... , interested in shopping , but not the right time baby . You can still hold your patience , maybe 2 hours later , you thinking it is time for the right one coming , then buzzing ~ fuck , it is the one enlists some global news , reading is great but still not welcome this moment . You get a little bit anxious checking out it has been half a day since your 5 emails left home and the guests still did not show themselves . Someone maybe lost confidence waiting , some others still Stick to their positions , what they are expected to receive are universally important .

This hypothesis (Paragraph above) has been there , everyone`s there . I sent 5 emails to 5 fashion stylists , then luckily , the second day i got one reply , the other four are still playing Hide and seek . The worst email-reply so far was the one went to my email inbox yesterday , but you should know the date i sent my email can be rated back to last year . 

No worst , but more worse ones , i believe tons of readers could feel the same . We all know there are varying reasons why people did not reply our emails , why they postponed to reply , the best is you get your satisfied reply , the process of waiting is wealthy a little bit , otherwise the email waiting , the process , the irritability , the dejection , its killing the positive thought when you are sending an email to an important person , hoping that your email could get their attentions .

Yeah , i am waiting , still in the process of waiting an email or emails . I hate it .

Shopping , No Waiting

when get loneliness , i choose to do ... you can do too ...

Just three hours ago i had emails communication with my x-boyfriend , i got the message told that he can be a friend for me , sweetly refused me , i know he still has feelings for me , but after something happened he just lost the confidences in love and had told me before he quits searching for love . Periods , i get so upset - his response , i am trying to get him back , the result is not what i have in mind . I felt so lonely , in the room by myself , no friends sending cares , thinking a lot of vague things finally fall asleep . 

When i wake up , my emotion trends to be normal a little bit , but what if those devil thoughts came back ? I need to focus myself doing something . 

Turning on computer , first comes to mind is my annual TV shows - I am choosing "two and half men" , then maybe i will watch a Korean sitcom （not sure the official English name). They all bring me good memory and laughing .

Before those shows get ready for watching , i am subscribing some sites and get some refreshing things to beautify my mind . 

Here are :

AnOther magazine makes itself very exclusive , some sections like "Loves" as they explains : Beautiful things we love and love to share".I love what they love 

- a photograph "Parlour games"

image via AnOther Magazine

-A campaign "Achilles Ion Gabriel campaign S15"

Image via AnOther Magazine

 -A bag "Glove bag by Jean Charles de Castelbajac, 1984"

More loves from this section via http://www.anothermag.com/loves .

Fill in my heart , those positions , is necessary with those inconceivable things , besides , i am often in the imagination , now i am in the process - One day i will be the editor in chief at ~magazine , i have my love , my soul mate , i will get tens of knitwear which is like my uniform ......

I choose to do those things when loneliness appears , you can do the same , and i bet you have your individual methods to clean your loneliness away , so wanna share ? 


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